Saturday, September 18, 2010

寂寞 . 伤

寂寞是一种难以治愈的伤
不会因为你忙、你累
它就停止纠缠你的灵魂
同样的风掠过的感觉却是截然不同
寂寞的人觉得那是刺进心怀的寒
这种感觉别人不会懂,也不应该去懂
抚慰这道伤痕的良药应该是另一颗炽热的心
准确来说,是一颗温馨却不带来负担的心
受过伤的樱井美影身边有一个田边雄一
那你呢?
-吉本芭娜娜《厨房》-

Monday, September 13, 2010

省思自己

越来越习惯回看自己
照片、文章、记录、物品
每次假期都会想翻翻来看
有人说过懂得回头看,才不会犯大错
我真的希望这句话管用
我翻箱倒柜,目的只是想找回自己、检查自己
重新刷新记忆
再去面子书看看以前朋友的近况
我不想忘记我曾经有过的梦想

这是我一年半前的记录
1. I love $$$
2. I love gambling
3. I love travelling *all UNESCO sites are my target*
4. I love cat pattern, not the real cat
5. I love film, not those B class horror movie & comedy
6. I love to give advice, potential to be a caunselor
7. I love current issues, esp politic
8. I did 7 times surgeries
9. I technology-phobia, as well as facing camera
10. I hate cauvinism & racial discrimination
11. I hate socialing but I am a good PR
12. I hate driving…dun call me drive
13. I am quiet, but my head got millions of thinkings yet dunno how to express now i hate to express
14. I am messy
15. I am korean drama fans… indon, thai, latin, tvb, china n etc all accepted
16. I am a typical aquarius, can forgive everybody and everything actually is lazy to revenge
17. I am open-minded, LGBT is accepted bored about this issues already
18. I am a nomad, I dun hv frens same school more than 7 yrs, except jinghui
19. Dun cheat me about facts, I know more than u can imagine
20. Debate is my new interest
21. I wanna to b pampered
22. I wanna learn music since young, but no chance
23. I can tell u everyting u wanna know, I seldom keep secret
24. I can be alone & used to be lonely
25. I dunno wat is love

看回它,我觉得我还是我
只是豁达了些!